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Wednesday, January 17th, 2007
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Things are feeling better.
When I'm out I'm fine.
When I'm at school I'm fine.
When I'm home alone, thats when I miss everything.
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Tuesday, January 16th, 2007
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well, at first it seemed like it was going to be a good year. I got to welcome the new year with the guy im head over heels for. But lately i've been all emo and what not. i dont really know whats going on. i'm always thinking about him, and im sad. i dont like the feeling at all.
we dont really talk much anymore. a week ago he said he probably wouldnt be able to hang out for a while cuz he needs to get his stuff done so he can graduate. but he could still talk to me.
i don't know whats happened since then. i try to talk to him, but it doesnt really go anywhere anymore. at school its okay i guess. but outside of school, he just seems to have lost interest.
maybe its karma though i dont know what for.
anyway i dont want to give up, but i think its done with.
its so weird to me, i've never been this crazy about anyone. and now it seems the shit's hit the fan.
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Well. Here is how its been going:
tuesday I went over to Bianca's house. And I finally met [washington] Ben. I think he may have been a bit weirded out. I'uno. Jordan came over and around seven or so we went over to Callons birthday bash. I got to see Fred. That was cool. I hadn't seen him in a long time. After that, we walked to the mall and Jordan went home, while Bianca and I went over to Ben//Brandons. I helped Bianca untangle her hair. And passed out. I think I left my "Mexico" coat there too damnit.
CAMPING.
Friday I had to wake up around 6 to pack and get ready to leave. Grace was supposed to go but she had decided that she was too cool or someshit. You know.. We got to the campsite around like 1ish and set all of our shit up. Later on the rest of Brittany's family had showed up. And her Aunt had brought some kid Roger, with her, he was cute. hahaha.
We threw firecrackers in the fire, and some bitch came down and was complaining about how she was a geologist or something, and how it was bad for nature. So Steve, Brittany and I went and put some in the toilets.
After everyone went to bed Brittany, Steve, Robert, Tyler, Roger, Jeremy, and I all went back over to our site and hung out. Doing the typical camping racial jokes and what not. It was cool. After Steve, Tyler and Brittany went to bed, we took out some beers and drank a few around the fire pit.
SaturdayWe went climbing up the sand dunes, and holy shit, that was so much work. It was so intense, I took a bunch of pictures, and then we made our way down to the lake, and we swam across and some fat bitch was yelling about how we were taking up "her space" first of all, her fat ass took up the whole damn beach, so she had no room to talk. We threw sand over at her, and then swam over to the docks. hahaha. Later that night, I went back up to the dunes with Steve, Ryan, Tyler, Roger, and Brittany and we all went streaking down the side of the hill. When we got back, some random drunk kids showed up at our site, and I guess they live off of 121st somewhere, but go to Southridge [how random, so close.]. One of them, was wearing a Poncho, and so we named him Poncho. And as they left, he tried to dive down the trail, and ran into Jeremy's car. It was pretty fucking funnny.
SundayWe went back up the dunes, and lit off fire crackers for a while. We saw the drunk kids from the night before, and I guess one of the other kids they were with had gotten stoped by a ranger, and supposedly he had blown a 3.0 and got cited for it. That's like.. almost my gpa. hahaha. Anyway, they came back over to our site around ten or so, and after a while we decided it would be cool to get drunk. So like 5 people left, and I guess they went out to other sites and stole beer, and limes and shit. OMG. They came back with like 2 backpacks full, and an hour later, went for another run and filled them again. It was a blast.
One of the kids Sam, who was fucking hot, was mackin on me hardcore, and we ended up making out, and whatnot, butttt, he was hella drunk, so I didnt really wanna do anything with him. Eventually he passed out. And then Eric [poncho] and I were trading the mac. =]
Robert ened up in a tent with some girl, and my sleeping bag and pillow which pissed me the fuck off.
Everyone was to lazy to go pee in the restrooms so we all just went right by the fire, and one of the times I got up, I steped in like 3 different piles of piss it was so nasty. At like 2 most of the kids from Southridge had passed out, so Eric found a way to take them back, and after he came back, pretty much everyone had gone to bed. Sooooo, it was just us two in the dark. :)
today I woke up, and checked my sleeping bag, and there was some kind of "white residue" on it, but no one seemed to know where it came from, of course. Sam and Eric stoped by and said bye and what not. I got home around 3:00, and realized that im fuckin sunburned as hell. So thats lame. Butttt at least, I was like the mac-master of the week. It was a bomb weekend. Eventhough it sounds lame, we traded myspace's [hahahaha] and I think we're all gonna try to party when they get back.
well.thats nearly all that I can get away with saying outloud. Hopefully everyone else had a good weekend.
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Where do I begin? Well, yesterday I didn't wake up until nearly 3. My mom and I took my brother down to West Linn. Then we came back, went grocery shopping, and I headed over to Bianca's.
Ah wow. She was so damn hyper. Hahaha. Sara and Brittany came over for a few hours, and we talked about drugs, the macarena, and shitting. It was interesting to say the least. They probably left around ten or so, and then Bianca got the call of the night. :)
Evan came and picked us up at like ten thirty and took us to portland. It was a lot of fun. And there were so many funny//interesting people there. A lot of them we're playing beer pong. Which idk, it looks fun, but I know I'll get my ass kicked. Haha. I only had like 2 beers before I started to feel kinda tipsy, but you know how it is. I think I had like 5 or 6 by like midnight.
Somehow I ended up sitting on the couch next to this guy Andy, and we found some saran wrap, and we were playing with it for like an hour doing who the fuck knows what. And talking about cancer, or something, I dont really remember.
Oh, and I met this guy in a hat. He was pretty cool. He came running into the room with a pink helmet. He kind of reminded me of my moms ex, wich is really weird, but fucking hilarious.
Later on when we were getting ready to leave, and I was already out front, way over half way to the carr and I realized I had to pee again, so I did the typical Alexi thing to do and poped a squat on the side of the street. But somehow my cell phone had fallen out, so I had to drunkenly run back to look for it.
We went back to Ben's house. And that was fun. We we're all up until like 6-ish. Doing random ass shit. Hahaha. It was fun. Trust me. :)
today:
Ella's comming over around four or so and I'm gonna watch her.
Maybe I'll get drunk, and watch the Lion King with her.
hahaha.
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hmmm so, its been like what a week since i last wrote this shit?
Well, another time, ill let you all know what ive been up to, butttt tonight, backyard campout.
hahaha. you know whats going down right?
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Well im at biancas again.
im glad we're finally hanging out more.
i missed hanging out with her. :)
Work today wasnt too bad, I saw a lot of intresting things downtown today.
Im pretty sure I saw some gangster guys do a "hxc" drug deal across the street, but it didnt really wanna stare at them. hahaha. you know how it is
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My lisp is almost gone already, im glad.
haha, it sucked. but the plate is grinding into my tongue, and theres a bruise on it. that fucking hurts.
anyway, today is my mom's birthday, and tomorrow is my brothers.
I get to meet my mom's boyfriend today, so thats exciting, he seems really nice, and hes a neurologist, which is what i want to eventally be when i get older.
:)
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I talked to one of my best friends for the first time in almost a year, and i guess they're moving.
buttt we have some serious plans to get shitfaced, and a great photo op.
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I LOST MY 5 LBS!!!
Today was really really Really fun. I woke up pretty early and got the house all nice and clean, then I managed to straiten my hair. [yeah, wrong spelling i know]
Around 11 or so, I left to head over to Bianca's house. And we went running, about a mile i think, and so that was great. I was proud. I need to start running at least once a day, everyday. I wanna get in better shape, or toned i suppose, Im not really "fat" or anything, just some firming up wouldn't hurt. =]
After that, we came back and I stated to work on a strand of her hair, I thought it was going to be a lot more difficult, but it wasn't at all, it just took a while. It was interesting, and fun. I said I'd help her again if she wanted to.
I was supposed to go to work tomorrow with my mom, after my ortho appointment, but I lucked out, my aunts gonna come and get me around nine or so and take me. It's gonna suck, Im pretty sure I'm going to have a lisp for a few days, hahaa. Im gonna have top/bottom and a bite plate. Im not looking foreward to the bite plate at all, but its lime green, so thats the about the only good thing about it. As far as the bottom braces go, I heard they hurt a lot more then the top ones did, and I couldnt eat for like 3 days because the tops hurt, so hopefully these ones wont hurt.
I really need to go to work, I mean, yeah its boring as hell to do that stuff day after day, but its a job, and I really need the money, espically cuz its summer, and I really want to be able to go out and do things. Maybe I should just stop bitching about it and be glad i even have a job.
But, I would like to get another job in tigard, so i can work more hours. Right now its just tues. and thurs. from 7-3:30. Its a long day, but it adds up i suppose. And I really need the money like I said.
I totaly forgot that Friday was my moms birthday, and that means that on saturday its going to be my brothers, and then Matts. Why is everyones birthday in July/end of June? Seriously. I have to wait for so long, I still have until august. GRRR!!!
But, things are better like I had said earlier, Im not going to let shit get to me. Espically a dumb thing like that. I think I am too good of a person, to let things interfear with other things.
Anyways, I'm off. I think I am going to go wak my dog or something, maybe Ill take Kimber instead and run down to fowler and back.
Have a great night everyone!!
goal
Lose 5 more lbs.
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I feel bad for bitching about shit.
It's retarded for me to post shit, and not say it directly.
I don't care anymore.
Whatever happens happens, and
everything happens for a reason.
today, im going running with bianca=]
Catchya later nigg's
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Megan and I had a milk war.
It was event full.
haha.
Tomorrow- I get to hang out with evan =]
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